People's thoughts on Gays and Lesbians can offend

I have something to get off my chest ..........LESBIANS..... why do so many guys assume that a gay girl will only be gay till she has the right dick or some shit...... it pisses me off honestly... I hate the way people think of being gay as a illness or a faze .... IT'S NOT PEOPLE.... WE ARE BORN THIS WAY THATS JUST HOW IT IS.... I feel I am an exact 50-50% bisexual I am attracted to both women and men equally it just depends on personality and physical attraction.... when I was in elementary school I always felt different because yes I was looking at the boys like I was supposed to but I was also looking at girls A LOT more.... personally my gay side came out early right about fourth or fifth grade..... i actually cam out when i was in 7th grade... people dont understand how hard they make it for the gay community... with all there critisim and no understanding of change.... half of the gay people in the world probably will never come out because of how scared they are of the way people will treat them..... THIS ISN'T A JOKE WHEN I WAS A JR. IN HIGHSCHOOL I GOT WITH MY FIRST REAL GIRLFRIEND WE WERE TOGETHER FOR 2 YRS. we got hell all the time from securtiy guards at the school people who didnt even know us looked at us like we were crazy or something.... any other hederosexual couple could kiss and makeout at school but yet the security felt to tell us we couldnt ..... my ex got pissed and got sent to the office.... our society needs to realize especially the males ..... some girls are strickly lesbian they actually find the male gender discusting and yes some gay girls use strap-ons but thats the point they just dont want it attached to a male person..... i know guys can't wrap there mind around this but it offends so many lesbians and even bisexuals like me.... i made a comment the last time i chilled with my friend i said 'Alicia Keys is sexy and i want to see her girlfriend." my guy friend comments back with " i wanna see a sex video with her and some dude or girl." it offended me because i had clearly stated shes gay yet he still thought to put a guy in the equation.... shes a grown women and i think by now she knows she a lesbian and is fine with that ..... my sisters and ex are strickly lesbians... sex with a guy just isn't for them ... even though my ex tried sex with a guy she still doesnt like it ... that proves there are gay girls out there that just aren't attracted to guy ....... same as the gay guy community.......... A GAY GUY WOULD NEVER THINK TO HAVE SEX WITH A GIRL ITS JUST NOT FOR THEM..... I know straight guys can't even comprehend this but this is the world we live in and people need to stop thinking being gay is so horrible or its a sickness or faze yes some of these BI girls now a days play the gay card just for fun ..... not all lesbians or bisexuals do this for fun its the real deal for us.... I fell inlove with my ex girlfriend to this day i still cry when i think about her ....... my dad put us through hell because he just couldn't understand it .... our community needs to understand its hard especially when your family goes against you ... my father treated my ex girlfriend like crap and acted like I was just going through a faze and that I just needs to find the right guy .... it hurt ... to this day I still love women they are most beautiful things on this earth I feel god sculpted to female body to perfection..... yes I had sex with a guy just to find out whether I was really a lesbian or bisexual .....I'm happy now that I know who I truley am.......... I AM A BISEXUAL WHO LIKES GIRLS AND GUYS ALL THE SAME ...... I have fell inlove with a girl and hope i can find love with someone else ....ALSO I COMPLETELY AGREE WITH THE GAY MARRIAGE..... I would love to be able to marry a women if I was in love with her .... just same i as i would be able to marry a man ... love should be shared between two people no matter what there sexuality is ....

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A gushing heart...

A scream from outside bellows through my window... I whisper he's here, what does he want?... A strange figure appears in my window with soft blue gray eyes JAKE! what are you doing here?... You swore that you would stay hidden... Sense the horrific deaths have appeared, if they find you ...... Please Dorien stop i know I'm putting you in danger as myself but i couldn't stand to be away from you (his hands comes close to her face , so soft but she pulls away)... NO Jake don't, you alone killed hundreds of people.... you promised me with all your heart and soul that you would never hurt another person unless you were defending yourself... You broke your promised. (he comes close to her, gets on his nknees and hugs her legs) I'm so sorry Dorien its the rage and lust... it takes over me i want it to go away... (as he's holding her he starts to dig his nails into her thighs) (she screams with a moan.. she falls to the floor and kisses him) I understand how you feel (he starts kissing her neck a sudden sharp pain to her neck his tounge corressing her still holding on to my thighs blood from her neck drips down to her chest on to her shirt he pulls it up and sees the scratches across her stomache.... what happened, who did that to you? .... Jake don't worry about it, NO I'm going to worry tell me who did it I'll find him and his neck out TELL ME DORIEN!... uhhh .... uhhh... his name is Sabashtian we got in a fight and he changed out of anger attacking me ... it hurt so bad but he is in the hospital with severe internal bleeding and i broke his arm... i went to see him and he screams every time ... ;)